Hi people its end of the week again hmmm its sunday morning 3 am just got home hehehe went for movie and some chit chating with my freinds time fly very fast they dont wait for you. Soon its going to be holiday one more week, the boring thing that is i am going back for in camp training sianz very sianz must take ippt and wear that mask again haiz. i think my ippt will fail lor its been a long time since i train for it, cant ran out put any more.
well as normal nothing much happen life is still the same busy with school work, UT, clubsIG ....... hmmmm I think only today i mean yesterday sat, went to help our stan for the race thing it was fun seeing people racing for the prize. waking up in the morning around 6 plus. hmmmm nothing to write also. my life is going down the slope y ? every day same thing nothing new happening sianz no mood to go school also very time late for school lol
Wat to do later in the noon hmmm maybe go pray than walk walk ba than see how i still got one more movie that i want to see. try to find people out but who to find ?
BTW happy birthday TINA if you see this, your brithday coming right 1 of june, hmmm no present for you :p broke so just wish you a happy birthday and all the best may your wish come true.
Well its sunday end of a week, today got no work stay at home very very boring nothing to do hai. come to think of it you know when you have work at sunday you find it tiring and you wanted to get a rest day at home slacking but now you have no work and that was wat you wish for, now you feel boring and wished if i was working i wont be so bored haiz.... human. AR WATEVER :p lolol
this week fly very fast monday to sunday every day was just the same for mi, monday to friday every day going to school working the heart out trying to get my A. There is nothing much for me to look forward to just hope that my grade will go up and the trip that i hope i will be going on dec, i got this feeling i may not make it, just keep my finger crossed.
friday stay in school for the glitz thing, every year our school will take this time to present the sports man/woman a prize for their effor, so how come i am there, i got the community service awards bronze so thats y. i like the dinner part where we had it at outside W2 the place is just so nice at night with fire butt around and dinner by the side, standing there eating and chiting away with all your friends and the view of the night is so just nice, some more with the songs that was playing through out the night. If they hange the song to some thing soft and sweet it will be a better idea instade of R&B but well its nice in any way.
so after dinner went for a movie with my friend na na and jim ya i was the light blub again haiz but i really want to see the movie ma but cant find any one to see it with mi, so since they are watching it i tag along lor hope they dont mind :x long long one time. Oh the movie was poseidon nice show you guys must see it, but if you all want to see and got no one to watch with like mi, let mi know i want to watch it again i dont mind, but come to think of it i dont think you all will be like mi right...... sure you will find some one to watch with.
Sat sleep till 2 plus in the noon, wake up nothing to do agian watch movie than go out at night, went to PS to return the stuff for working, well i am jobless again haiz, CAN REST ALL I WANT. SIANZZZZ see lar got work say no rest, now got rest say sianzz wats up with mi -.-
than at night went to see movie again, try the town but all full, so went north side which is near my home, wtached MI3 nice show also not bad, watched with jim and zhu than went home.
sunday sleep till 1 plus, wake up no one around all gone dont know where they go home alone again .............. some how my life seem to be boring and life is not the same, y cant i be like last time, you know hoping no one is around got the whole house to yourself but now haiz, is my age getting up with mi ? i really dont know wats up with mi haiz. ok i am off to slack again rot to death ba.
hmmmmm its wed and i should be at home wat am i doing in school nothing to do sitting at the top of the school library looking or i can say staring at my laptop......... " brain dead, brain blank "
Some time i just wish all this will come to an end or may be i just end it hmmmm i know i can just end evey thing with just ending my life hows that sound, not bad not bad.
The more you wanted some things the more the thing will not come to you why why.
Stop stop stop it stop acting dont act its point less but life is full of acting the world is the stage and all of us are acting to see who can act the most. one wrong move and thats it you are out of the game, game over
I just wonder if i gone missing who will the ones whom missed me or there wont be anyone ......
Wat is it like to be dead how is it going to be like after that i am dead how will things go will there be any one who will remember me always in their heart or after some time its just history, hmmmm life has to move on have to forget wat you used to have or had.
Here is some thing that I will like to share with you all of what I think is life but can this really be done, well it’s up to YOU.
In life there are moments, when you miss someone so much that you wish you could grad them out of your dreams and hug them tight!!!
When a door closes, another one opens, but often we stand there so long looking at the closed door, that we do not see that one that’s opened
Do not look at physical appearance, they can be deceiving. Do not look at riches for they are only temporary. Look for someone who makes you smile, because sometimes it only takes a smile to brighten up a very dark day. Look for someone who makes your heart sing.
Dream what you want to dream; Go where you want to go; Try to be who you really are; Because life is short and often only gives one chance to do things
The really lucky people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They are the ones who make the most of whatever life throws at them.
The most splendid future will always depend upon the necessity to release the past. You cannot move forward in life unless you learn from your mistake and move on.
When you were born you were crying while everybody around you was smiling. Always live your life smiling even when other people around you are crying.
Life is not measured with the quantity of breaths you take, but with the quantity of moments that took your breath away………….
Sian sian sian this few day just been very tired, tired of school, tired of hiding, tired of every thing, tired of acting, tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!