Today was monday having maths today, got a new teacher for maths today. female fac. after class went out with friends for a walk nothing to do. i have not been myself for a long time i am still trying to find myself back i am not wat i am now i dont know y i am like that, i feel so lose i dont know wat to do, i cant think the right way i cant sleep at night ...... i fell like going to clubbing drink till i am drunk dance like there is no tomo, drinking and dance make mi feel better i think thats wat they call let the wine drunk your sorrow ba haiz ..... i need to find myself back but i dont know when i find myself, its been a long time that i was in this stat, i think its was 4 years old when i met my first gf. it took mi 1 year to heal that time or even longer but luckly after 1 year i was with her. we been together for 2 years now we broke up liao, we are not mend to be together thats y i broke up with her.the feeling is back its like 4 years ago man haiz...... this time is just a different person thats all but the feeling is strong.....
hold me now at 10:52 PM
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