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Erlow people happy CNY, was busy this few days going around taking hong bo hehehe. At last i can buy the things i want, contact lens, shoes, i pod, may be go ear piceing see hor lor must ask people do i look nice if i wear a ear ring :p. This new year just abit sianz many of my relative wnet oversea so no place to go lor. just got back from my freinds house win some money, tomo got to wake up early to book the dim sum for relative going to have dim sum tomo, every year like that lor. first day go around pray than visit grand mother, second day morning eat dim sum than go visit relative house after that gather at my second unlce house eat, three day free may be go shopping with mom and relative. tired liao time to sleep got night people sweet dreams

well today is the last day of school before chinese new year. never attend school today i went to school but went off after the ut bad boy right :p the class at first want to go one all got big mouth only nv put the words into action pew. but not all lar got some who did put the words in action. we went to party world singing our lungs out having a lot of fun. the ut today was easy also hope i can get at least a B cross my fingers.

last night my ex talk to me, we had a nice chat, she thank me for breaking up with her. you all know y, she told me she was hanging on to this r/s, than i relpy same as me, i think we are meant for each other lor. below was part of her blog which she write

"Read his blog lately, he doesn't sound really happy. He wrote he is healing a broken heart. ... he broke up w/me, I am the one fixing a broken heart isn't it?? anyway.. whatever... cos i think he is falling for someone else liao.. hehe...=> good for him. he is a nice, caring, sweet bf in the simple way. but maybe we are not meant to be together. cos no click, very different thoughts, different pace too. But i really hope he found someone that's is meant for him and i truly wish him happiness."


this ex of my can really read my mind i got no words to say liao u win :p

Today is a bad day man, i was so lost during my presentation dont know what i was reading and the question they ask me can kill me in one shot marksman. Wei Wei talk some sense into me you go girl, not bad today i found the answer the the question that i post yesterday thanks to all my friends love you all :p. I know what to do I promise i will be back in no time my true self the happy go luck gaint :p. went for moives today with zhen wei, we the moive fearless, not bad the movie alot of fighting and the fighting was nice, dont look down on chinese people hor we are good. I think and think through out today, wat was the meaning of life ? Am i living blinding and moving forward with out any meaning ? I cant answer myself, but i know no matter wat i do there are alot of people who will support mi right ? people try to listen to class 95 at night 9 till late night its good man i really like the songs they play. Tomo got ut got to wake up early dont want to be late hehe got to wake some one wake also hope i dont over sleep or else there will be two person late for ut not only me. good night people sweet dreams and thank you all, you all show me that life is not meaningless :)




*WARNING IF YOU GOT R/S PROBLEM DO NOT LISTEN TO CLASS 95 AT NIGHT IT WILL MAKE IT WORSE*

A problem come to my mind today, how to mend a broken heart ? will time help to heal the heart ? what will be the faster way out of this pain ? Will death help to heal your heart or not ? All this has been going in and out of my mind, i was just thinking about it, nothing to do so mind went running all around. Who can help me answer all my question ? Do you belive in ever lasting love ? Is there any thing called ever lasting love. Well i dont belive in ever lasting love, do U ? I belive in ever lasting love before but now there is nothing like that in this world, wake up people we are not living in a cartoon land where every thing end up nice and sweet the real world is hard and sad. Ok thats all tired after todays test, no mood also, PS : dont not bother me no mood to entertain any one

Today the problem was something different, dont know what is happen around me, i was a sotong even when they started to debate i also dont know what is happen. went training today my shooting form is so lousy the grouping is so big haiz got to train hard liao if i am going to take part in the ntu open at march. something i find it hard to find myself back nvm i am tired after the training night people. tomo got to wake up early, tomo got ut haiz sianz hope tomo will be a better day may my sun shine and way me the way in life, life is meaningless

Today was monday having maths today, got a new teacher for maths today. female fac. after class went out with friends for a walk nothing to do. i have not been myself for a long time i am still trying to find myself back i am not wat i am now i dont know y i am like that, i feel so lose i dont know wat to do, i cant think the right way i cant sleep at night ...... i fell like going to clubbing drink till i am drunk dance like there is no tomo, drinking and dance make mi feel better i think thats wat they call let the wine drunk your sorrow ba haiz ..... i need to find myself back but i dont know when i find myself, its been a long time that i was in this stat, i think its was 4 years old when i met my first gf. it took mi 1 year to heal that time or even longer but luckly after 1 year i was with her. we been together for 2 years now we broke up liao, we are not mend to be together thats y i broke up with her.the feeling is back its like 4 years ago man haiz...... this time is just a different person thats all but the feeling is strong.....

Today is just boring stay at home cleaning the house. on line for the whole day but no onw to talk to so sad. haiz tomo school start liao, i think i will be late again thats my trade mark this few days. i have been come later ever since the start of this new simster i also dont know y. ok nothing much liao good night people, no mood to write also the feeing is back haiz .....

Today is the day man, today i went to MOS but before i go deep into it lets talk about this morning. wake up around 11 plus, than wait for mom to call she ask to to go parco with her to buy things than help her carry -.- free labor hehehe.

Than got home rest a while, went out again . there were 9 of us who are going but end up only 6 three of my friends last min fly us airplane. they got some thing on so its ok so we haf to sell the tickets to earn back the money, we sold it to two girls that we dont know. cause with the tickets you dont need to line up the q was so long man heng we no need to line up lor. got into the club the club is so big,went to the R&B part order a bottle which cost 180 so one person is 30.

Play 5 10 got a bit high cause i lose every time -.- had to drink quite a lot. went down to the dance floor i was dancing alone cause the dance floor was so full and all my friend got pair one lor only mi alone -.- so dance alone. as i was dancing i alot of people are looking at mi, i think they must be thinking that i am siao one dance till like that or my dance is too nice liao :p, its girls who are looking at mi not guys lor heng ar hehehe.

Party till 2 plus than went home cause some of my friends need to work tomo so nvm, as we left there were still the long q people still trying to get inside no use lor in side is so full go home lar hehehe dont mind mi i still a bit high now plus coughing plus head in pain i think drink too much liao but i still know i am doing. ok time for mi to go sleep liao tomo still need to clean the house with mom and go buy things again with mom for new year going to be free labor again :p good night people sweet dreams

haiz today is so boring and the problem for today is so ..... sianz. Today went school alone and went back home alone like very poor thing lor so sad :( got home early very early even my sister and mom not at home also normally when i get home they will be around or even sleeping liao :p. just finsh my rj also dont know what i writing just any how lar. I got nothing better to do so just go throught my com saw some pics brought back sad and happy flesh back i miss Thailand :( i love the time where i was at view point i want to stay at that time if i can i had the most joyful time even in my life when i was there haiz .... time flies when you are having fun right :( tomo going MOS cant wait than i can destress !!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont know why so stress ever since back from thailand even during the trip at the last few days i had been so stress even till now haiz.... what to do haiz. dont think so much liao later cant sleep again .... oh let you all see some of the pics. ok people update you all on sunday :p party party party nitz :p



Good bye Singapore we will be back in 18 days dont miss us :p




We had a had time trekking up to this view point and this is the place that i liked most :) really if i can stop the time i will stop at that time till 4ever




Sun wake up liao nice right :)




First time taking a moto bike and with out helm some more but it was fun and cold very cold,Let the cold wind blow :p

Today went to school late again haiz lost count of how many times liao, but i will be in class by 9 to 930 hehehe. Today was so sian my team is so .... there was four of us all three is nv do work one lor sad right so i was not around all the time let them no choice go do the ppt :p. went to meet my friends to go see the mr and miss SIT so ... only 3 male and 3 female. after that went back to check on my team see how was the ppt, OMG they cut and paste from the slides found on the net haiz win liao than dont know how to explain some more, dame sick lor. i had to do the soultion for the problem, no mood to do so just any how wak. after school was to go training but nv went i went ktv instat :p had a bit of fun destress :p. looking forward to sat cause going clubbing with my friends again hahaha this time is MOS hope is turn out fun. ok very tired liao good night people sweet dreams



One of my friend you can call him bee hive john cause he sleep with a bee hive before. really not joking




Two of my friends Left(Danei) Right(Zhen Wei)

Erlow people today there was ut in the morning drag myself to wake up early and i was just in time for it reach school 8.28. The ut was ok easy in some ways. Went out to do some research today some thing about youth culture,How would you define these groups?What is their common identity?How do other people know they are a group?Do these groups share a common fashion, style,language and activities?Are you part of any groups? So went out but we nv did any research heheh instat we went walk walk shopping and photo here photo there hehehe. after school had meeting with Eco team people still the same not every one turn up but at least still got some of them i hope the number of people going for the meeting will increase but not decrease hiaz. we are going to be very busy as i can see hope not that busy, got archary, work, than now this. haiz nvm at least i am happy to be busy hehehe got to hang out with all my friends. Can see some one hehehehe :p



Next stop ground floor




me and amos




Faster look here hehehe :p




Look out behide dont fall down wa

Hi another day just pass like that so boring, the day started with the singtel man coming to my house to fix my tel line. tio wake up by him, lucky got hear him or else i dont know wat time i going to wake up :p . than when to rp open house again to find jim go walk walk also nothing to do at home ma. went out after that we went back to company jim had to draw his hand phone cause next week working, i want to work also no money liao i am so broke :(. haiz tomo got ut nv study, just cross finger hope i know how to do time for mi to sleep or else tomo late again good night people ZzZZzZZz

When for a hair cut today nothing to do. Got a new hair style change the colour f the hair also. Trying to get a new life :p. Today was to go out with my class mates but all end up every busy so cant go liao. So got home early and nothing to do so now blogging lor haiz..... I found something which i think is very close to whom i am towards my life how i related towards other people. You all go see if its true am i like that ?? I think i am.

Power struggles plague your relationships. Either you become the dominant partner out of a fear of being controlled or you become very passive, controlling indirectly through guilt or manipulation. Your father may have been emotionally abusive to you.

Since you tend to be rather irritable and sharp-tongued at times you require a partner with a sense of humor who is not too thin-skinned. You are bright, curious and restless and enjoy the company of those who are equally high-spirited and enterprising.

Yours was an indulged childhood with lots of love and lots of cookies. You have a generous nature both emotionally and materially and people are usually pleased to provide you with the love and creature-comforts you both require and cheerfully give.

Love for you is often a "divine discontent". You are so romantic and idealistic it is difficult for any mortal person to sustain your interest without disappointing you. Your need to idealize loved ones may make you susceptible to illusion.

Something in your relationship with your father aroused in you either fear or anger or both. Your relationships with men - personally or professionally - are not comfortable and when you are feeling vulnerable, you can be overly defensive or challenging.

Sometimes you suffer from an excess of enthusiasm and plunge into relationships and projects without seriously considering beforehand the viability of the situation. You are kind, honest and good-humored. Sometimes you're also a show-off or a know-it-all.

You are a serious person and inclined to be somewhat inflexible in your thinking. Since you tend to be rather judgmental, you could only be happy with someone who is in philosophical agreement with you and conceptualizes the world as you do. Sometimes you are rather taciturn.

You're not awfully good at being disagreed with. You delve into matters, think them through thoroughly and expect your conclusions to be universally shared. Flexibility is not your strong suit. No one should try to lie to you or keep things from you. Somehow you ferret out others' secrets although you keep your own.

You have a unique view of life and have been fortunate in finding friends and partners with whom you can share it. Your relationships will be most successful when you also have in your life an interest, goal or project which absorbs both of you equally.

When it comes to love, you are definitely not casual. You yourself may be surprised at the depths of feeling a close relationship brings to the surface. You love deeply and passionately and do not understand people who are incapable of making lasting commitments.

Hello people got home from work so tired, working at parco sales man sold four phone got to know new friends. yesterday was reach home at round 4 am so tired man, cant help it ... i left the club at round 230 am the bus was so slow waitied for 30 mins. it was fun at the club a lot of people got to know alot of new friends and dance till siao drink a bit to get the kick :p, it was R&B night party till 6 am in the morning too bad i got work or i will party till the morning lor so fun, the people who went to the party were all poly student all from RP,SP,TP,NP,NYP all link here link there. Hope to be there again and have fun destress hahahahaha :p ok i very very tired liao good night people have a good night rest and sweet dream. BTW here are some photo took by the nightlife.sg they were there to take pics of the event.



Clubbing at the one




Clubbing at the one

Hi people today was Rp open house, I when to help out my sis Ada with her open house thing. Free lunch and got some free stuff, not much of a fun just stay there and man the station nothing much to do also. The lunch was good not bad; my IG was down with performance also showing people how to use the bow and how to shot with the bows. I tell you our new campus is so not nice is all under constriction. We only have the main building up and running. There was not much people there for the open house I think there are more rp people than the others you can see all the games there is all rp people name lor. Tomo will be a busy day for them, because the super stars are coming to rp at 12 to 1 pm Kelly and …… I don’t know his name liao but is not the blind one that’s for sure. Ok nothing much liao my day just end like that lor nothing much. Hehehe that’s the part one I am going out liao going clubbing to distress hahaha got this new club my friend say can bring me in no need to wait. I think I wil be very tired tomo cause got work also to I will be at parco M1 shop selling handphone. See you all, take care people.

Hello people its been a long time since I last update my blog. Hehehe had been very busy with school work and personal stuff. Now its time to update you all what I have done these past few months. First thing I broke up with my gf liao, I find that there was no point carrying on this relationship, we just don’t click at times and we have fight almost every time we meet so. I drag the relationship too long liao so its time to put an end to it.

Next thing on the list, hmmm oh ya I just got back from Thailand, the trip were fun get to learn a lot of new things, made a lot of new friends. I like the part where we were at the view point it was so nice we had a hard time climbing up to the top of the hill, I got injury in the process, but its ok the hard work did paid off. The view of the sun rise was so good and at night the weather was so cold I think only 10 degrees ba. We sit around the fire place chit chat drinking hot weskit keeping ourselves warm, story telling, looking at the stars, if you are lucky enough you will get to see shooting stars also. I did saw one shooting star, made a wish hope it come true. On the next day at view point we had to move off to another place to find out what was the holy water was all about. Since I was injury I can’t move so I stay back at the camp side help to cook for the rest of the team. Took off my cloths and started sun tanning I tell you its so good having the sun shining but you don’t feel hot at all cause of the cold wind blowing. I miss the place if I can stop time I will stay at that time. Oh btw thanks nisa for taking care of me during that time dressing my wounds :p thank you.

I had the longest elephant ride of my life 2 hour man sit until my butt pain. But it was fun I pity the elephant also I so heavy he still can carry me and my fac, I got but food for the elephant fed it also. They were so nice they earn it. I guess this was some of the trip part that I missed. There were so more part, we have fun and laughter, one of my best friend even got to know his gf there during the trip and the person is Jimmy and NaNa, wish you all the best.

I am going to Thailand again I hope for part 2 of this trail, we walk the northwest side the 2 part will be the northeast side. Where there will be a lot caves and waterfalls but I will like to go back to the view point again if can I just cant forget about the place and the things that I have done during at the view point, camp fire, stars, cold wind, bathing in boxer in the open, drinking weskit at night keeping myself warm and the story telling part.

Before I forgot it’s the first time that I took two flights in 24 hours also so there was a lot of first time hehe. I will like to thank those people who came for the trip with me making it a very big success. Very big thanks to all the three fac looking after us and nisa, jimmy and his gf nana. Bring me the love and joy and laughter.